so here i am, soon to hit 50, about to become a maestra again, and what do i want?
a total, childish lack of responsibility.
i want "my ship to come in" sailing effortlessly out of the fog. with big bucks secured i want to set up all those i love so that they need never worry financially. then i want my own little place all by myself (with guestrooms for the kids and grandkid(s) ) and no other responsibilities whatsoever.
i want to do drugs, visit art museams, read books, attend concerts, watch movies, and generally just watch the world go by.
call it weak, call it what you will. i don't give a fuck anymore. it's just what i want.

oops. i also want enough money to give away to whomever or whatever person, cause,
or organization i want once a week. my monday morning 'work'. heh

Happy early birthday Comfy!